I’m so thankful to have gotten access to cannabis products.
Honestly, the use of both indica and sativa products has changed my life entirely.
And I would say that it’s changed in a way that I wasn’t sure was possible. From about 9th grade onward, I legitimately had a taxing time dealing with social stuff. Staying alone and reading books was my way of not getting out there and being a space of the social scene. Before being introduced to marijuana use, I felt so utterly awkward and useless in every social situation. I even went all the way through college without ever using any kind of cannabis products. Going to find where people were using cannabis products was what I was avoiding. I think I managed my high anxiety disorder by simple avoidance. But once I was a full-time working adult who had to interact with people, it was just so much harder. It got to the degree that I had to even work remotely because I would have panic attacks about just going to work. This is when my doctor suggested that I supply medical marijuana with a try. Actually, in this state, there legitimately is no longer a distinction between medical marijuana and recreational marijuana. So I didn’t have to do anything special except for trying it. It was appreciate flipping on a switch. That’s the closest approximation I have to how immediate the changes were in my brain or emotions or whatever. Where there had only been fear, there was suddenly joy, hope, and current found confidence. For the first time in my life, it felt okay to just be my most authentic true self.