I knew someone was following me, which I got a little faster with my walking, i didn’t like walking somewhere, because people scared me.
I only walked to the marijuana dispensary today, because the marijuana delivery man was out sick. I was almost to the doors of the dispensary when he stopped me. I turned around, ready to be assaulted, when I realized it was my sibling, then he was shocked when I left the house. He put his hands up & backed up his feet. He told me he was only trying to ask if I wanted a ride. I explained about the marijuana delivery repair & told him I would not have taken this trip if it wasn’t an emergency. I was out of my medical marijuana, & I was feeling really anxious. He smiled & asked if he could hug me. He liked seeing me out of the house, even if I was anxious. It was the first time he had seen me out for over a year. He offered to take me home, however getting in the car was scary. It was too small, & I was claustrophobic just looking at it. He placated me & told me he hoped to see me at mom’s birthday celebration, and as long as my marijuana delivery repair gets back to normal, I may consider going to the birthday celebration; First, I had to get my medical marijuana from the dispensary, but once I got inside, I wanted to make sure the marijuana delivery driver was okay, & find out if he would be back to labor before I needed my next order.